Hey Rock Stars!
I’m super excited to share something special with you today! š Drum roll….behold the first chapter of Tender Temptation, the first book in my brand new Charming Irish series. It’s been so much fun bringing this story to life and I can’t wait for you to meet Cillian McGloughlināthe middle brother with a heart as big as his challenges.
Set against the backdrop of family loyalty, personal demons, and an irresistible and taboo romance, Tender Temptation explores the raw and vibrant journey of finding love where and when you least expect it. Whether you’re already a fan of the McGloughlinās from my Less Than Zero series or you’re just joining the fray, thereās something here for everyone to fall in love with.
āļø Age-Gap
āļø Second Chances
āļø Insta-Love
āļø Forbidden Love
āļø Coming of Age
āļø Hidden Identity
So, grab your favorite cozy spot, a warm drink, and prepare to be swept away to a world where drama unfolds and passions ignite. This is just the beginning, and I promise, you wonāt want to miss a moment of it.
Happy reading!
Chapter 1
Ivy
Three Years Prior
I jackknife up with a gasp, heart racing, as blinding light floods my bedroom.
I never get used to this.
Each morning, ever since I returned home from Hedge Academy, Hilde, our house manager, slips in and sweeps open the curtains to make sure Iām awake. A strict instruction from my father. He expects me to be up early.
Even on Saturday morning. Itās barely 5:30 a.m. onĀ my 18th birthday.
Hilde scoots out and shuts the door behind her. She doesnāt need to say anything more. Iām expected to be an obedient little girl who follows her daddyās rules.
Which makes me cringe, though I tamp it down and play along.
On the way to my en suite bathroom, I take a moment to gaze out the floor-to-ceiling windows at the expansive view of Lake Washington. Below the meticulously manicured gardens, a stone path leads to the place where laughter once echoed from a bustling dock and fire pit. All of it has been removed, replaced with thorny shrubs blocking access to the waterfront.
The altered landscape is a constant reminder of what was lost there. Every joyful memory has been overshadowed by our family tragedy. My brother, Forrest, drowned in the lake five years ago today. My birthday is now the anniversary of his death.
Forrest was the golden child, destined to take over my fatherās business. Our family and friends were celebrating my thirteenth birthday with a barbecue. Suddenly, laughter turned to eerie silence when he dove into the lake and didnāt come up. Not only did my brotherās future end, but all happiness in our family drowned with him.
Every birthday since, the air in this house thickens with unspoken grief, making me feel invisible. Neither my mom nor dad will acknowledge itās my birthday today. Itās as if my existence has been muted by the past.
Life as I knew it ended the day I entered my teens. Now, Iām expected to take over Bright Shipping before my dad retires. Iām not allowed to have typical teenage friendships. Iāve been under the strict and watchful eyes of nannies and tutors, even while away at boarding school. My father also strictly forbids me from dating. He says the distraction will derail my focus and compromise the rigorous path heās laid out for my future.
I know the truth. He doesnāt want anyone to defile his precious daughter. God forbid I have fun.
Iām fucking lonely.
In therapy, Iām learning to navigate my grief and resentment by reclaiming parts of my life to learn what feels authentic to me. Including my birthday. This year, though I feel like Iām a million years old, Iām technically an adult. She tasked me to take some small, but significant steps toward asserting my independence.
I have a plan.
After a quick shower, I pull on a pair of joggers, a simple tank top, and tie my hair into a high, messy bun. On my way downstairs, I catch a glimpse of myself in the mirror. This isnāt the sculpted and polished Ivy Bright my dad prefers. My version of Ivy is ready to grasp some semblance of weekend normalcy.
My version of Ivy is going to enjoy one day free from a legacy of tragedy and expectation.
Descending the back staircase to the breakfast room, I spot my dad, Stanley Bright, already seated at the head of our sleek, glass-top formal dining table with his back to the panoramic view. The spread before him is mouth-wateringāorganic fruits, artisan bread, imported cheeses. Iām used to the many silent displays of our family wealth.
āGood morning, Dad.ā I try to keep my voice neutral as I approach the table. To pull this off, I need to be clever. And not mention my birthday.
My dad barely looks up from his tablet, where heās no doubt been reviewing market analytics or shipping news. āMorning.ā He surveys my outfit, his eyes narrowing slightly. āInteresting choice for breakfast attire.ā
Typical. I choose to ignore the slight, pulling up a chair. āItās comfortable.ā
āYes, well, remember the importance of maintaining a polished appearance.ā He returns his attention to his breakfast, but not before adding, āYour position will demand a certain standard of professionalism, best get in the habit now.ā
His words sting. A reminder my life is a series of stepping stones with no deviation from his plan. āActually, I was hoping we could talk about the summer.ā
āWhatās to discuss? Youāre leaving for Stanford Business School in a couple of months.ā He sets down his fork. āUntil then, Iād like you to start your trainingā¦ā
āā¦Dad, stop.ā I push around a slice of kiwi on my plate with my fork. āI need a break and Iād like to take the summer off. Iāve worked hard to get both my high school diploma and my undergrad degree in four years. Stanford will be intense. Iām not planning on lying around watching reruns on Bravo. I have an idea for a productive, but more creative way for me to spend the next few weeks. Art class. Dance. Things I used to love and wonāt have time for once I start school again.ā
My dad sighs. āIvy, you have the intellect and the education. Why squander your time on frivolous dreams? Reality has much more to offer you.ā
āI donāt see it as squandering,ā I counter softly. āI want to live a bit. Itās not a lot to ask. You play golf every Friday and Sunday. Do crosswords. Iāve even see you watch Shark Tank a time or two.ā
My father pauses, considering this. āWellā¦.ā
āPlease.ā Leaning on the table, I rest my chin on my palms and give him my best puppy-dog eyes. It used to work all the time. Now weāre about 50/50. No, 70/30 in his favor.
āI donāt want you to waste time you canāt get back.ā He pauses and I almost think heās going to wish me a happy 18th. He doesnāt, but he does surprise me in a different way. āYou know what? Youāre a good girl. This summer you can do your little hobbies. Your mom will probably be thrilled.ā
āThank you.ā I ignore the backhanded dig. āWhere is Mom?ā I glance up the staircase and back at him. No sign of my mother, Allison Bright.
Dad clasps his hands. āPacking. Sheās coming with me to Asia. Weāre leaving in an hour.ā He gets up from the table. āShe needs a change of scenery toā¦.refresh.ā
Wait, what? Theyāre leaving? Today?
His carefully chosen words remind me, painfully, my birthday is irrelevant to them.
Will I ever get used to how badly it hurts?
āI do have some conditions. While weāre gone, other than your classes, keep to your usual routine here. We donāt want to worry about you. Iāll leave you several books Iād like you to read, which are vital for your future.ā He places his hand on my shoulder, the only sign of affection heās shown me in years.
I look up at him. āWould it be okay if I stayed with Emma Rogers? From the academy? You like her and her parents are clients. Maybe not all the time, but it would be nice to have company from time to time.ā
āWellā¦ā He scrutinizes me so Iām careful to keep my puppy-eyes fixed with sincerity. āOnly if youāre not imposing. Make sure to let Hilde knowāand Ivy?ā He narrows his eyes on his way up the stairs. āIām trusting you. Donāt make me regret it.ā
Iām shocked, I never thought heād go for it. Trudging back up to my room, IāmĀ actually confused at this turn of events. Did my parents think it was acceptable to abandon me for the summer to live with the house staff? With restrictions to boot?
Ridiculous.
Thank God for my quick thinking. At least now Iāll have someone to hang out with and activities to look forward to this summer. I pull out my laptop and search for dance workshops. A three-hour session late this afternoon catches my eyeāperfect. I register, but, truthfully, it hardly feels like a victory.
As Iām scrolling through some art classes, I hear a thump thump thump of a suitcase on the stairs. A car engine starts. My parents chatter past my bedroom door and down the hall until I canāt hear them anymore. Peering out the window, I watch them get in the car. Then it disappears down the long driveway.
Neither of them bothered to say goodbye. Wow. Iām lost in a bit of woe-is-me for a few minutes. Tears prick my eyes and it takes a while to tamp them down. Iām not crying today, though. No way.
Then it dawns on me.
Iāve been handed the greatest gift I could ever ask for. A summer of freedom.
At least for eight weeks.
Which is a lifetime. Fifty-six days. The possibilities are endless.
I might get a tattoo. Try sky-diving. Oooh, maybe a concertā¦or a festival. Yes! I can take a road trip to the Olympic Mountains and go hiking.
Wait.
Am I going to do all of these activities with Emma? How depressing.
Sheās nice and all but weāre not close. Actually, sheās immature. Itās understandable, I guess. Most of my boarding schoolmates hung out like normal students while I earned my diploma, got a business degree, and learned the fundamentals of our shipping business.
Without playing a tiny violin, in a couple of months, Iāll be fast-tracking an MBA while my so-called peers have the time of their life, joining sororities and living the college life. Activities Iāll never get to experience.
Yeah, Emma and I are a million miles apart. Itās a pretty sad state of affairs.
Wait. A. Minute.
I donāt need to hang out with Emma. Hilde doesnāt have Emmaās phone number, and Iām not about to give it to her. Plus, with my parents being in a completely opposite time zone, they wonāt call to check up on meāmy dad will be too busy working and my mom barely acknowledges I exist. If I tell Hilde Iām staying nights at her house, no one will be the wiser.
With Emma as my unwitting alibi, Iāll be able to do whatever I want.
Ooooh. The possibilities are endless.
I donāt have to be Ivy Bright, heiress and perpetual goodie two-shoes. I can be whomever I want and do whatever I want, whenever I want to do it. No one is going to stop me.
Oh, the adventures Iāll have this summer! Iām going to try everything Iād never be allowed to do under the oppressive rules of my dad.
Maybe after dance class tonight I can hang out in a coffee shopā¦or, a bar. Somewhere casual, where I could strike up a conversationāIām surprisingly adept at small talk. I donāt want a nightclub vibe or anything too precious or too divey. Definitely not somewhere where my parentsā friends might see me.
Hmmm.
The studio is close to Pike Place Market. Thereās bound to be somewhere nearby to stop by after class is over. I Google that shit and, bingo, thereās an Irish pub called Kells a couple of blocks away. I launch their website and itās perfect. Casual. Low-key. Nondescript. Tonight thereās even a live band. Thereās no chance anyone will know me there.
Exceptā¦I have to be twenty-one to get in.
Well, I didnāt get perfect grades for being stupid. It takes me all of thirty seconds to find a video on YouTube on how to make a fake ID.
Itās surprisingly easy. I upload my driverās license into Photoshop. Change my birthday so Iām twenty-four, not eighteen. Then, it occurs to meā¦I should also use a fake name. On the off-chance I get caught, I canāt risk dragging the Bright name through the mud. I decide to use my motherās maiden name.
I type in āIvy Davies,ā save my handiwork in the cloud and locate a place where I can print and laminate the card. Itās amateur, sure, but hopefully it will pass.
Holy shit.
Iāve never dared to defy my father completely. Iāve never kept secretsāother than the fact I own a vibrator whichāewwāis frankly none of his business. Whatās a girl who isnāt allowed to date supposed to do?
Anyway, the excitement of doing something scandalous is intoxicating. I find myself giddy at the possibilities the next eight weeks will bring in my journey of self-discovery and adventure.
Self-discovery and adventureā¦
I look at myself in the mirror. As my counselor says, tune into what you want and donāt let anyone make you feel bad about it.
Tell me, Ivy. What do you really want? If you could have anything?
Iām not going to lie. I know, but never dreamed it would be possible.
I want to be touched. Loved. Adored. I donāt want friends, I want a summer fling. Someone to hold my hand and kiss. Someone to explore my sexuality with, before I hit Stanford.
Letās be honest, Iām a horny, eighteen-year-old virgin and I will never, ever, ever get this opportunity again. The rest of my life will be dedicated to running the family business and marrying someone my dad approves of.
Starting today, Iām finding a slice of happiness.
On my terms.
And, Iām not going to feel bad about it.
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